i wonder how i got 22 rank points with SSUUD ? hurrrrr.
it was a bad start to mymonday with a scolding and more scolding during ME :S
and thinking of it , why am i still in this jc which sucks much ? okay not the friends.
half of me wants to stay and try studying for promos but half me says quit jc , go poly
i am still undecided. but i wanna stay ): maybe i will go with the first , try promos.

i am not ready

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AT 1125PM , i am angstyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. can't seem to find anything for gp and all. this sucks to the maxxxxx. gosh i don't undertsand why i am in this deep shit, digging my own grave.
i think i am having mood swings ):

i need a source of motivation