things are going the wrong way i guess. i just made things worst instead. ):
maybe by not giving a damn its better

gp teacher didn't come today , so yeah left school at 1pm. tp-ed with sabzu and wl. (: had a nice talk...

on a brighter note : RAPTURE 2008 yesterday was a blast :D:D:D so proud of nutfarttt <3

whole family going genting this weekend , this leaves me all alone at home ? good ? bad ? i'll be bored , i have to study , have to do lotssss of work . OH MAN.

I HATE GOING TO SCHOOL NOWADAYS ):

studies , teachers and whatsoever sucks.
1.5 yrs more it feels i have to wait for 10yrs maybe ?

hang on uly

i wonder how i got 22 rank points with SSUUD ? hurrrrr.
it was a bad start to mymonday with a scolding and more scolding during ME :S
and thinking of it , why am i still in this jc which sucks much ? okay not the friends.
half of me wants to stay and try studying for promos but half me says quit jc , go poly
i am still undecided. but i wanna stay ): maybe i will go with the first , try promos.

i am not ready

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AT 1125PM , i am angstyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. can't seem to find anything for gp and all. this sucks to the maxxxxx. gosh i don't undertsand why i am in this deep shit, digging my own grave.
i think i am having mood swings ):

i need a source of motivation

feeling shitty / crappy and i hate these kinda feeling

today's a boring saturday. byebye is still on repeat mode :/

tell me what to do cause i am equally clueless

still lost in a pool of thoughts

I can't take it
This welcome is gone
And I've waited long enough
To make it
And if you're so strong
You might as well just do it alone
And I'll watch you go
I can't take it
This welcome is gone
And I've waited long enough
To make it
And if you're so strong
You might as well just do it alone
And I'll watch you go.

DON'T THNK ABOUT IT ULY > ):
YES DON'T THINK DONT DONT DONT DONT DONT DONT THINK ABOUT IT
i know you can do it , come on

its just a dream

" i promise not to be late again " x300
written on foolscap

thats detention for you friends

this is how i spend my sunday with jnt
kino , 1.10 breadtalk , mos burger , h2h much <3



till then , i shoud just study


kiss goodbye

tell me what to do

:S

happy birthday nat <3 love you plenty

other than that , family dinner was goood (:

i feel tired
i am tired

.

so i got back my maths paper. one word = disappointed wells. i don't know where and when and how to start with the grades i am getting !!! ): and i am starting to think of poly again ): shizzzzz. and my mum is supportive when i said i may want to go poly. so poly ? should i ? do you welcome me ? as i have not adapted to jc life. this sucks yknw. and i only go to school for friends...SO I HAVE TO MAKE A DECISION , SERIOUSSSSS

elmo - L = emo get it ?

something form school today
convo btw me and nat

Nat : eh 12-7 is 4 right ?
Uly : NOOOO its 5 la ! you maths fail ah
Nat : my maths realy fail ehhhhhhh
Nat and Uly : HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

okay no offence taken but just for laughs

sometimes i wonder :

have i been a good friend ?

and i can't seem to answer

just watched 21 , good show ! kate bosworth is hot haha (:
town is always full of people , and people smoking :/ stinks

hmmm yest was out with maple and chords <3
chinatown for good yong tau foo then bugis !! HAHA
okay good time spent !
college day was not that bad i guess , fun

ahhh no school on monday yay. but school starts next week with boring timetable ):
oh wells.

we're fated to pretend

ahhh blogger's being a bitch for not allowing me to post pictures ): k nehhmind

its been long since i last updated cuz whenever i wanan update and post pics , the com will just hang !!! -.-

alright cts > post cts activities > getting back of results
what can i say ? disappointment maybe or maybe i just didn't study hard enough or whatever.
even my mum doesnt have much faith in me ! )': there's still promos thats what i tell myself but whenever i think of it , can i do it? there's like only 2 months more only

just feeling crappy aye. college day on friday hopefully it'll be good.