Sweet Surrender

home alone

2008-09-12T23:03:00.000-07:00

i am always having the same kind of feeling when i am doing maths
it happened last year during Os and now i am having the same kind of feeling :S

this whole routine sucks
3 more weeks and it'll be over

i can't wait for holidays !

tgif

2008-09-12T03:17:00.000-07:00

green slipped home cause i was really feeling unwell ):

I AM TIREDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
SO LITTLE TIME
SO MUCH TO DO

))))))):

swing swing

2008-09-06T07:53:00.001-07:00

hahahahahah the september holidays just flew by ? just like that, full stop.
back to school on monday
okay shall sum up what i've been up to

monday > HOME ALONE HAHAHAHAH i rode a bicycle after a gazillion yrs. gosh tiring :S went to buy my OWN lunch , see i ain't spoilt bratz okay. err bought this whole tub of HAATO<3 wow lurrbbbbb zee icecream other than frolick

tues > school and service learning , oh man it was fun better than i expected. now i miss my grandpa and grandma tons )':

weds > school , m.walk with fav people (: chompchomp and frolick for dinner !

thurs > had F in the morning then errr tanjong pagar berrysmoothie i had at GJS

friday > tablemates study session :D bugis for a teenybut while. got stuff ! :D

saturday > m. walk again with doryyyyyyy , met grace yo <3

sunday > FAMILY DAY I HEART

okay i've been eating lots of frolick or maybe koping lots of badges HAHAHHAHAHAHA feel the love share the love !

*i think i type funnily today , pardon me

byebye off to sleeep.

layzee sundays

2008-08-30T22:17:00.000-07:00

let's seeeee
friday : t-chers' day celebrations wasn't that bad in SA. went back to SN <3333 i miss the days ):
miss everyone. and i finally saw JACQ after so damn long !!!! headed to cine to eat sit chat :D:D:D we're best at that. saw many people. it was a goooood cosy friday spent with my fav people !

sat : studied at m.walk / baybeats :D hahah the starbucks there beats u.sq hands down

sunday : here i am , lazyyyyyy ): this is bad. haha

have to go back to school on tues ? ugh. hate this

its been long , its been really long.

missing

2008-08-27T07:35:00.001-07:00

how weird that i like to listen to really sad songs whenever i try to study

pls stop time

2008-08-23T08:14:00.000-07:00

yesterday was pure fun pics up soon (:

if only i could teleport and bring myself back to the past

happy birthday

2008-08-21T23:52:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TABI DEAR ! YOU ARE FINALLY SEVENTEEN AND THE YOUINGEST AMONG JUNT HAHA <3 LOVE YOU PLENTY <3

been feeling really tired nowadays. my eyelids are heavy and i dont know why ))): maybe i just need MORE sleep. and rest ? but how to when promos are in a mth time ? the thought of ti kills with a nightmare.

alright can't wait to go out tonight to clebrate tabi's birthday!!! (:

weekends are here though , i likeeeeeeee yay.

i said hello , inside i'm screaming i love you

Thursday

2008-08-14T05:38:00.001-07:00

down with fever yesterday = no school for me.

slept practically the whole day cause of the medicine which made me drowsy.

one happy thing is that me and nat finally got our locker 306 :D:D we are gonna decorate it and keep it in good condition (: hahahahah. okay don't knwo why we are excited for our new LOCKER !

went for the maths remedial thing , not bad SIA hahahaha.

dug up some old notebooks which i kept and 1 had some sec4 notes in it !!! shit i cannot believe my handwriting was like that last time , i likeeee. but now it sucks :/ okay handwriting changes okay according to my moood. hmmm

TELL ME ITS CUTE OR NICE ? HAHAHAH random thought okay don't spoil it

alright tomm its TGIF :D i must study study study

then again there is orhlympeekz and moonlight resonance , hard to resist !!! AHHHHHH can't wait for the weekends yo (:

IGNORANCE IS BLISS <3

Hopeful

2008-08-10T07:21:00.000-07:00

hopelessly dreaming ? or being hopeful ?

Naitonal Day

2008-08-09T06:49:00.000-07:00

how about a pmt that lasted 45mins ? i got busted aye not funnny.

band dinner yesterday was fun :D

today was spent with family. haha. facial which sucked oh so much )))): shizzz

maths test on tues yo go study kidz

gimme more

2008-08-02T07:46:00.000-07:00

i actually like reading the daily horoscope from Life! cause sometimes its kinda true

if only tears were laughter

TGIF

2008-08-01T05:17:00.000-07:00

while everyone's pmt is today mine will be next thurs. haha how special ....

ULYY WILL STUDY OKAY

I MUST

i am gonna psycho myself into doing it hurrhurr

time is ticking away

Here in my heart

2008-07-31T04:48:00.000-07:00

things are going the wrong way i guess. i just made things worst instead. ):
maybe by not giving a damn its better

gp teacher didn't come today , so yeah left school at 1pm. tp-ed with sabzu and wl. (: had a nice talk...

on a brighter note : RAPTURE 2008 yesterday was a blast :D:D:D so proud of nutfarttt <3

whole family going genting this weekend , this leaves me all alone at home ? good ? bad ? i'll be bored , i have to study , have to do lotssss of work . OH MAN.

Friday

2008-07-25T01:15:00.001-07:00

I HATE GOING TO SCHOOL NOWADAYS ):

studies , teachers and whatsoever sucks.
1.5 yrs more it feels i have to wait for 10yrs maybe ?

hang on uly

Blue Monday

2008-07-21T06:33:00.000-07:00

i wonder how i got 22 rank points with SSUUD ? hurrrrr.
it was a bad start to mymonday with a scolding and more scolding during ME :S
and thinking of it , why am i still in this jc which sucks much ? okay not the friends.
half of me wants to stay and try studying for promos but half me says quit jc , go poly
i am still undecided. but i wanna stay ): maybe i will go with the first , try promos.

i am not ready

edit /

AT 1125PM , i am angstyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. can't seem to find anything for gp and all. this sucks to the maxxxxx. gosh i don't undertsand why i am in this deep shit, digging my own grave.
i think i am having mood swings ):

i need a source of motivation

My Paper Heart

2008-07-19T08:47:00.000-07:00

feeling shitty / crappy and i hate these kinda feeling

today's a boring saturday. byebye is still on repeat mode :/

tell me what to do cause i am equally clueless

still lost in a pool of thoughts

Can't take it

2008-07-18T07:50:00.000-07:00

I can't take it
This welcome is gone
And I've waited long enough
To make it
And if you're so strong
You might as well just do it alone
And I'll watch you go
I can't take it
This welcome is gone
And I've waited long enough
To make it
And if you're so strong
You might as well just do it alone
And I'll watch you go.

DON'T THNK ABOUT IT ULY > ):
YES DON'T THINK DONT DONT DONT DONT DONT DONT THINK ABOUT IT
i know you can do it , come on

its just a dream

OOH-LYSSA

2008-07-16T08:19:00.001-07:00

" i promise not to be late again " x300
written on foolscap

thats detention for you friends

SUNDAY LOVE

2008-07-15T07:51:00.000-07:00

this is how i spend my sunday with jnt
kino , 1.10 breadtalk , mos burger , h2h much <3

till then , i shoud just study

kiss goodbye

dark chocolatez

2008-07-13T05:21:00.000-07:00

tell me what to do

:S

seventeen

2008-07-12T09:02:00.000-07:00

happy birthday nat <3 love you plenty

other than that , family dinner was goood (:

ByeBye

2008-07-10T09:16:00.000-07:00

i feel tired
i am tired

.

POLY ?

2008-07-08T05:15:00.000-07:00

so i got back my maths paper. one word = disappointed wells. i don't know where and when and how to start with the grades i am getting !!! ): and i am starting to think of poly again ): shizzzzz. and my mum is supportive when i said i may want to go poly. so poly ? should i ? do you welcome me ? as i have not adapted to jc life. this sucks yknw. and i only go to school for friends...SO I HAVE TO MAKE A DECISION , SERIOUSSSSS

elmo - L = emo get it ?

something form school today
convo btw me and nat

Nat : eh 12-7 is 4 right ?
Uly : NOOOO its 5 la ! you maths fail ah
Nat : my maths realy fail ehhhhhhh
Nat and Uly : HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

okay no offence taken but just for laughs

my only sunshine

2008-07-07T07:46:00.000-07:00

sometimes i wonder :

have i been a good friend ?

and i can't seem to answer

Viva la vida

2008-07-05T09:18:00.000-07:00

just watched 21 , good show ! kate bosworth is hot haha (:
town is always full of people , and people smoking :/ stinks

hmmm yest was out with maple and chords <3
chinatown for good yong tau foo then bugis !! HAHA
okay good time spent !
college day was not that bad i guess , fun

ahhh no school on monday yay. but school starts next week with boring timetable ):
oh wells.

we're fated to pretend

Sweet and Low

2008-07-01T08:46:00.000-07:00

ahhh blogger's being a bitch for not allowing me to post pictures ): k nehhmind

its been long since i last updated cuz whenever i wanan update and post pics , the com will just hang !!! -.-

alright cts > post cts activities > getting back of results
what can i say ? disappointment maybe or maybe i just didn't study hard enough or whatever.
even my mum doesnt have much faith in me ! )': there's still promos thats what i tell myself but whenever i think of it , can i do it? there's like only 2 months more only

just feeling crappy aye. college day on friday hopefully it'll be good.

awezomezzz

2008-06-18T05:04:00.000-07:00

had a mini 4U gathering this afternoon. :D it was rainig heavily and i was wet from head to toe :/ wet for ma guo sale and got myself a pair of black capris <3 cheap. haha. had a fun time with px rahh lisa and meh :DDDDD miss them plentyyyy. i will organise another steamboat party soon okay? kkk steamboat party 2 haha ! it always feels good when i am with you all. ahhhh bring me back to secondary school plsss

anw met pris and manda for breakfast too. haha cam-whored at back alleys and old gates(?) lol. miss those days when we study at gardens every wkendddd ! dinner soon my galzx

and when i was walking out , i saw a maid pushing this old lady and i msiled to her and she smiled back. then i thought of my grandma :'( its been 2 yrs since she left this world. i really do miss herrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. and i will never forget the promise i made to her which was unfufilled. a simple promise of bringing her to the nearby market and have our breakfast ): if i've got a chnace i would wanna do so.

okay CTs in errr 5 days ? i am dead. horribly screwed but i cant wait for it to be overrr !

pics soon <3

home sweet home

2008-06-11T08:04:00.000-07:00

i'm finally back in sunny singapore [:

but i miss perthhhh ! it was awezzzzome <3

fun with phyllis , dorita and grace :D and of course the band !

no more burgers and fries and fishychips , haha ! yay.

but i miss the weather and all , shopping too !

i shall let the pics do the talking.

finally met up with natttfart and linyooo ! now i wanan meet KKK <3

Don't leave me tonight

2008-05-17T05:57:00.000-07:00

always , i wish to sit at some coffee joint , drink a cup of coffee , read my fav magazine and think about stuff. stuff that i can't explain or rather i can't answerrrr. and somehow , now i feel empty ): i have many things to say and do , but i can't seem to get down to doing it. undescribable feeling, and its a saturday night :o

I MISS ALOT ALOT OF PEOPLE ! )))): KKK AND CHENG ONYU ps: you can't come to watch me play the bass drum but you said that you heart&soul will be there <3 awww.

don't make me fall deeper into it

saints e muzica tomo ! [:

stay close , don't go

2008-05-13T07:39:00.000-07:00

i've got the sweetest parents :D i've got their 100% support for my online business ! my dad's sponsoring me with the moolah and mum suggested she fllow me the next time i go cityplaza ! my dad even talked abt it and showed me his websites ( sites that sells watches ) and yadayada how it should go and all :D love them to bittts and pieces ! <3 oh he even told me not to give up and do things halfway and earn moneyyyy ! yayyyy ! i can't wait esp 1st half of the collection is alr on hand !

okay today's rest day for me ! should do it sometime soon again [: i lvoe lazy sundays too !

rugby finals : although we lost , still saints up and on ! no matter what. i will never have a bf in rugby , its soooo scaryyyyy ): and fatal if you say so. haha ! they just push and all. wahhhhh

alrightttttt i thnak god for my friends in school , they are the ones who keep me going in school (:

i would live to see another day

haypeeeee haypeeeee

2008-05-11T06:56:00.000-07:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY :D:D

okay so today was family day <3 yayyyy love it. town-ed to get my mum's present ! haha dad was in a good moood too so yeah ! bought a zara dresss. love it. intended to reach home before 2pm BUT we reached home ard 4plus !!! okay wasted the whole afternoon but was good time spent with the LEEs :D

hmmmm home-ed did infosearchplan and yadayada slacked. okay at the rate i am going , i am kinda worried for myself but then aiyah )): haven't done my gp essay BOO.

can't wait for the rugby match tomo :D coolnesss.

saturday band prac was fun ! ahh can't wait for the concert !! [: 18th may ! and and perth trippppppp <3

oh oh and happy beated mooohooo ! love you plenty <3

"i know i've got a secret , but i don't know what it is "

Bullet for my Valentine

2008-05-06T07:43:00.000-07:00

cause of high demand , i will posttttttttttt sorry for the lack of blogging cuz i am busyy !
had band musical band over the weekends. slept on the track , and now i've got huge mosq bites HAHA okay but was quite an experience.

So yeah , i cant wait for our ljshop to open :DDD

school's been mundane but friends are love as always <3 right banananutfart ? [:

kkk i officially hate pw ? why must we do pw ? it sucks and its a bore and taxing !!!

hmmm let's seee. i cant wait for perth ! haha and i need longsleeve tops and shoes ! and a new jansport bag la.

cant wait for the weekends yo. [:

HAPPY 17th LINYU ! :DDDDDD

Dance Inside

2008-04-23T06:48:00.000-07:00

wow its been long so i will update! okay sch's been fine cept for schoool work HAHAHAHAHAAH
last week shopping with nat was awesome ! and outing with sabzu , meiyang , linyooo , tracie was <3 cclass girls are :D yayyy ! hahahaah. anw today's sports day was boring ttm ! ): i miss SN ! wellllos. i think i'll fail my chem test again and i will hate chem forever okay cuz of thr stupid chem lecturer ! and i dare say my gp teacher is a sexist ! ): she scolds girls not guys pfffffffffffffffft. and i've got no $ now cuz schoool needs money. college play this sat [: i am not looking forward to the play but maybe some activty after it haha finally I AM GOING OUT

133 is always "talking" bus with dorita !

alright , random post. buhbyeeeeezxzxz.

SHOPPING + FLORAL = LOVELOVE !

Te Amo

2008-04-13T03:05:00.000-07:00

I have tons of things to do but i haven't done a single thing yet HAHA
school's awesome with friends ! glad to be back in school but not the school work ( ughhhh )

let's see what i need to do

chem tutorial
edit my PI
study econs ( ): i is econs rep )
SHOP HAHA

i know there's alot but i can't rem oh wells

ahhh napfa next weeek i am so gonna die for my 2.4km considering the fact that i hardly run :/

2008-04-10T07:15:00.000-07:00

I HEART ALL THESE [:

CAN'T WAIT FOR SCHOOL TO SEEE MUH DARLINGS :D

Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?

Why don't you kiss her

2008-04-09T01:59:00.000-07:00

okayyyy so hat have i been doing at home ? trying to catch up with my work i attempted a few tutorials hahaha okay thats all ! hopefully that's enough. i've had enough rest and i need schoooooool teehee :D

recently i've been collecting icons from deviantart <3

sometimes its a good hurt

People always leave

2008-04-07T00:38:00.000-07:00

i am counting down to the days till i get back to school :D
unlucky me with chicken pox ): i miss my friendsssss ! ): ):
but there's still MSN/ SMS / CALL :D
wellsssssss. but time alone at home made me think alot actually and reflect

okay so everyday i've been sleeping , waking up only to eat if not watch a lil tv then i will fall asleep again. so i should try doing some work ! like i did today ( after err idling rotting for the past few days ), i finished my bio tut. haha. not bad (: I HATE MY DIET BTW ! I HATE MY DIET. worse than staying in the hospital during my appendicitis. kkkk weds i have to see the doc again ! SHOO THOSE SPOTS kekekekexzxz

okay i am offffffffffffffffff again see you peepos !

when you look me in the eyes

2008-03-27T04:25:00.001-07:00

Ooooohhh yea ooooh yea
If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I can't make it on my own.
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

How long will I be waiting,
To become a better man?
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

Every day, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head high,
And it's all because you're by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,

When you look me in the eyes.

And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

2008-03-25T06:49:00.000-07:00

SCREW HOOMEWORK AND PW
@$^*^%$#!@$%^&%#@

): so much to do , so little time

Monday Blues

2008-03-24T04:55:00.000-07:00

I shouldn't love you, but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you, but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
Cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control of me and I can't help it
I won't sit around I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go

Just so you knowIt's gettin' hard to
Be around you
Theres so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

somehow i just wish time would stop and let me reflect on certain stuff , set my priorities and maybe start to get serious. but then again , i know i can't or its rather difficult wells.

PW is killing and calling me , tata friends !

You got me trippin'

2008-03-22T05:55:00.000-07:00

HAHA i played bowling today and i spared okay not bad (: but dont try guessing the score LOL

LANE 17

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Boredom Kills

2008-03-21T05:53:00.000-07:00

genting sucks sucks sucks ! there's nothing i can do here and i am all alone on my own sitting at starbucks surfing the internet. SEE , ):

okay hopefully tommm can watch spiderwick or go bowling if not its 100% boredom :////

only the hotel room is nice HAHAHAHAH other than that all look the same since $&*%$ yrs ago since i last came , it is rather cold tooo ! when the wind blows , woooots you shiver

its friends like these that makes schoool <3

Maybe

2008-03-20T05:59:00.001-07:00

oh man , bio test was like crappppppp ):

okay i am leaving at 10pm tonighttttt and i am so unwilling to leave

i will miss nat and tabi ! okay 3 days only there's school on monday still

but it kinda feels long huh ! gosh i am not at all excited

i am so pro-school , i wanna go school HAHA

just let it stay this way ;

You're impossible to find

2008-03-19T06:53:00.000-07:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i officially give up on bio ):
today's a really tiring day and my legs hurt like $^**%#@!@%^
band ended at errr 745pm ? ))): but i will persevere ! or maybe cuz im not used to it

wells. and i havent pack my stuff yet , who wants to go la , esp at this point of time ?
it sucks yknw ! ): okay away for 3days only but still

if' i've got something to say , would you wanna be the listening ear ?